IG....you can be surrounded by people and still be alone. I know women who are married and are still alone.

Take this for what it is worth...(and I don't mean any offense) I'm trying to say this tactfully and supportively...but I'm not sure it is.

I (ME, personally, JUST ME) judge people's attractiveness by their insides... you look "normal" on the outside...but on the inside...you can be as unattractive as you think you are.

I understand you have had a rough lonely life...but consider...would you want to be with someone who constantly puts themselves down and brushes off compliments or praise by telling people they aren't being truthful? I think you are just more honest here than IRL because you can be...but even still.

This is just my honest opinion. I mean no offense. I still think you have a lot of positive qualities. I know you tried Yahoo...but have you tried anything like eharmony or match.com? They seem to have pretty good success rates. Good luck nonetheless.