I am in trouble again,got diagnosed with eating disorder in March 2020,had struggles with this all year with high sugars from March till now.Had check at eye clinic my eyes damaged by diabetic retinography and macular,my sight at risk,my sugars went sky high 468mg felt so ill thirsty weak no strength,sleepy and drowsy all day insomnia at night,stomach issues,bile in stomach and coming up my throat,severe depression.Ever since my eye checks on wednesday I ve been off the sugar and bad foods.I have sworn that thats it no more binging on bad foods no more eating sugary foods,this has to be a permanent lifestyle change.......I will come off the sugar addiction cycle and I will lose weight ,exercise and improve my health,there's no going back only forward........I have God on my side so won't fail.