If I even go to mass at all that means I am becoming hyper religious. Last time (some years ago), I went to a 6:30 am mass (yes, 6:30 am). I left angry because of clear changes to the ritual compared to what I remembered. Nevertheless, I still also wanted to go to confession. I had called another Catholic church about it saying that I would need at least one hour, I had so much to confess. They then said I would only get 15 minutes max. In response, I asked how then the confession would be complete. They said the effort enough would be fine. As usual, when manic, I had already created a multi-page history of sins. After all, I hadn't been to confession in a very long time and I am one bad arse woman.

In the end, I never made it to confession. I got side tracked. I also became angry that one of the first things they asked was where they should send the stack of payment envelopes. That is definitely a wet blanket to hyper religiosity.