My head and thoughts are still very focused on my husband. I have been anxious and concerned that he is now with that other woman, which bugs me to no end to think that he is. I know I know.... let her have him because he's a train wreck and will abuse her, too. I know this. It's just SO hard to be COMPLETELY ALONE myself, while thinking that he could be hooking up with HER now - before we're even divorced. I do not know if they are, but it's the thought and possibility which is killing me. And it HURTS.