Ooo last night was a huge fight with insomnia. My bed turn hard, into a cement block and every pillow was a rock. I went into the spare bedroom the bed is softer but the pillows were still rocks and there’s no fan so it was hot. My cat thinks that’s his bed so he was in and out all night beep beeping me on the nose to see when I’d leave his bed! I must have slept at some point for a couple hours cause I was in a huge school/hospital/ university I was utterly depressed and a punishment for me was to put me in a underwater suit and take me to a carnival. People were playing games, dancing and sitting at little round tables drinking cocktails and it was all underwater. Like I was an anthropologist studying them except it was my punishment for being depressed. The air hoses came out at one point and I was about to drowned when the professor put the hoses back. The special effects were cool tho.
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Nammu
…Beyond a wholesome discipline, be gentle with yourself. You are a child of the universe no less than the trees and the stars; you have a right to be here. …...
Desiderata Max Ehrmann
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