=(
ty all on the responses

i seem to be out voted

mainly t knows very little about DID/MPD - I well may be her first such client. just her mentioning trauma work last week set the destructives off and they tried to do me great harm. the censoring unit wouldn't allow me to tell t when she called. if i had been able to, i probably would have been hospitalized as a suicide attempt.

MD talked about having me see a DID spec. but now it seems i have no ins. *sigh* i guess i will talk with t about it, but it seems that it is more de-stablizing to try therapy/trauma work than just to let it be.