I ate 3 scrambled eggs for dinner. My stomach hurts more then it did the last 2 days when I didn’t eat eggs.

Maybe they really were the issue of my stomach ache and I need to give them up entirely. And the Fresca the cause of my meds not working properly. Since they seem to be working now. And also I need to take responsibility for myself for not handling my thoughts and feelings appropriately. Right now I just want to go lie down for physical reasons mostly. Although I’ll admit I feel kind of down because I feel like I’m not really getting the support I need. But maybe I don’t really need as much 1 on 1 as I feel like I do. I’m going to talk to my case manager about it when she calls. She was supposed to call today and I think so was my Pdoc. But whatever I’m doing everything I can.

I forgot that I didn’t take my evening meds yet because I was doing good without them. So maybe I am making progress if I forget they exist.