I'm glad you are giving it another shot. That can't be easy. Honestly I think you have to try it all the wayt o monthly labs to know what it is like as it becomes much less of a pain at that point.
I'm testing how well it works for me right now as my father-figure-thing died this week and I'm going to have to struggle with some hard emotions. I've never had such a challenging time while i've been on it.

Hope that you have a better experience this time. Let me know how you are doing. Feel free to PM me any time.