That's so painful and I am sorry you are going through this. It can be very painful when we need our T's and they are not available. Even though it probably doesn't feel like it, things will get better as all things change and these intense feelings will as well.

It can be so hard when T's need time away to take care of themselves. Has T been someone to rely on in the past? Is it like them to not follow through or could it be your T really needs more time then they initially thought to recover?

Did your T leave contact information for someone else you can talk to just during this time?