Please do try to stay as calm as you possibly can. Your therapist will Hopefully come back soon and you'll BOTH be able to sort this out. i am assuming he decided to stop to avoid you becoming co-dependent on him, but i can't be sure about that. Please stay calm, distract yourself, do whatever you can to hold yourself together. Things will get better soon, just try to be patient. SEnding many safe, warm hugs to BOTH you, @confusedbyself, your Family, your FriEnds and ALL of your Loved Ones and alters! Keep fighting and keep rocking NO MATTER WHAT HAPPENS, OK?!