I’m still kinda in a funk today. I took a couple Xanax. Had a couple mugs of stress relief tea. I’m watching The Masked Singer now. I don’t have any S or SH thoughts. Just still a bit down. My mattress topper came today and it looks and feels really nice. I put it on my bed under my fitted sheet so I hope it doesn’t slip. My mom wrapped presents too today. I’m getting a sleep mask and a burrito blanket and a skateboard from her. I’m hoping after Christmas I’ll be able to wrap myself in my burrito blanket, and use my weighted blankets, and my sleep mask and my oral sensory thing and hopefully next year I’ll be sleeping great. I do well with a lot of deep pressure and other sensory things when I sleep.