Skeksi,
Your post just made me want to clarify my comments. Sometimes I can say things that are a bit warped. When I go back and read them I realize how skewed or ...undeveloped my comment was.
Also, just another minor clarification just in case.

My use of capitalization with the word FEELING was not intended as screaming. I guess in better netetiquette. I should have stress it with an
italics attribute. I highlighted feelings for the people who have repeatedly seen me write about how I don't have them. Now, I do actually have them after all! Thanks of course to the tireless work of my T..... whom I am now going to make an effort to thank during my next appointment.