I am a 17 year old female. I think I suffer from a variety of mental health issues or maybe just one severe one. As I get older, it is only declining further. I tried talking to my mom about getting a therapist but she refuses as she believes I dont need it, The only person I have to support me is my boyfriend who I love dearly. I don't want friends as I am happier alone, I find it extremely hard to socialize with other people and make friends and find it challenging. I don't have the money nor permission to get a therapist. I just want to feel good again and I don't know what to do.