i can relate a bit. Do not allow these feelings to stop you from trying though! You are a REALLY special person, just like everyone is, and Life still has plenty of opportunities. Try to not let yourself ruminate too much over your past. Instead, do your best to focus on the future, OK? SEnding many safe, warm hugs to BOTH you, @HouseStark, your Family, your FriEnds and ALL of your Loved Ones! Keep fighting and keep rocking NO MATTER WHAT HAPPENS, OK?!