thank you guys and ttried to be ok and I not not could and I went hospital yesterday back home today and it all starting back again so bad and i know he coming back but it its all broken and i hate hate all that stupid stuff inside and he my t helped them get to to have a specfial blanket but that bad one takes them way and then not can have them back and i cant do it myself i hate i hate them i feel them in my blood and make me cry all time i just want it to stop hurt so much and i dont have any bodys that no me just t just t no me that all and now alone so try to make it better here i called that that hotline for mergency but she did not understand and just say said stop crying