Please hang in there, Laura! These are tough Times for EVERYONE and i can only imagine how hard it must be for those already struggling on their own. Please take care of yourself, try to distract yourself, take a good shower, relax as much as you can. If things get too difficult to handle Please consider calling an hospital as there's no shame in asking for Help. SEnding many safe, warm hugs to BOTH you, @Miss Laura, your Family, your FriEnds and ALL of your Loved Ones! Keep fighting and keep rocking NO MATTER WHAT HAPPENS, OK?!