I feel very sad tonight. Sunday's are always hard for me. I don't know why. It's not like I have to go to work tomorrow. The evenings are difficult. It gets dark early and I start feeling lonely. I'm bored as well. I'm not sure what to do with myself. I did try to sleep, but I woke up an hour later. I even did a meditation and that only helped in the moment. I wish I wasn't so alone. I have no one to talk to.