So I've been in a dark place. Meds haven't kicked in yet. I'm getting inpatient. My therapist made a comment on how long I've been in therapy and that made me feel extra ******. I'm suppose to find ways to pull myself out of this crap. Is 10+ years of therapy off and on to much. I'm thinking of stopping therapy. Shouldn't I be healthier then this. I think I'm going to start my 6 month timer on deciding to exit therapy.