I thought the 21st was something but couldn’t figure it out. But then got on here and realized today was the day the forums were changing.

I’m doing good today. Group went well. No issues. There haven’t actually been any issues in the 1.5 weeks I’ve been there. When it’s virtual it’s hard for people to be assholes. At least to one specific person. I’m getting some kind of financial help for paying it. I just found out I have a $40 copay for each day and I already owe over $200. I don’t have the money to pay for at least a thousand dollar group. I swear sometimes therapists don’t care if your able to pay, or even if people will be nice to you when you are there, as long as you just go and get the “help” you need.

I’m just feeling kinda neutral today. No matter what I say I deeply miss those 1 on 1 times I had before. Things are just different now. I’m getting my shot in a bit. I hope it doesn’t make me sick or throw my moods off. But I can handle it if it does. I’m actually currently more concerned about the pain of the shot itself. It’s been very painful to get lately. I’m thinking of just doing it tomorrow but I’m not sure if I should just push myself to get it done today. Like it will be any less painful or the side effects be less tomorrow. At this point I’m probably just avoiding it and I should look at the positives of doing it today. And the positives in general of the shot.