On vacation from work this week. I'm glad because I'm going through something and was getting irritated with people asking me what's wrong.

So flipping tired of living with bipolar. No one gets it, no one understands (except others living with it). I don't even get feel good hypomania anymore. Just chronic depression and mixed. I don't function very well at home. I'm always in bed. Can't flipping concentrate on anything other than what is rattling around in my mind. So tired. Feeling hopeless about the future. Just blah.