I’m doing very good today mental health wise. Physically I feel sick as hell. My mom cleaned the oven this morning and the smell was so bad and it just turned my stomach. I can barely eat again today. But my anxiety is low and group went well. But at this point I think I’m just plain avoiding the fact I need to see the gastrointestinal doctor and get the endoscopy done and ignoring the fact that I think something medical is going on as well.