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Dec 22, 2020, 03:06 PM
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Member Since: Jul 2019
Location: Downtown Vibes, California
Posts: 15,701
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Originally Posted by scatterbrained04
On vacation from work this week. I'm glad because I'm going through something and was getting irritated with people asking me what's wrong.
So flipping tired of living with bipolar. No one gets it, no one understands (except others living with it). I don't even get feel good hypomania anymore. Just chronic depression and mixed. I don't function very well at home. I'm always in bed. Can't flipping concentrate on anything other than what is rattling around in my mind. So tired. Feeling hopeless about the future. Just blah.
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 I so hear you. I've noticed this year that good hypo seems to be absent for me, too. But mixed states or depression is ever-present. I suppose it's because of medication, which seems to treat hypomania much more effectively than any other state. And that seems like adding insult to injury. It's difficult enough to have this illness, but then we get the only good thing about it taken away.
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