I have never cried in therapy. My eyes have teared up a bit but I will not allow crying to happen. Actually I should say one of my alters comes out when I am about to cry. She will not let me cry in public and I consider my T public. We have talked about it a bit and he always asks why I will not let myself cry in front of my T. I just tell him no, it is not something that can happen. He says it goes with the job but he still has not convinced me.
To me crying shows weakness and is not allowed. It is just how I was raised.
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