I really appreciate the support. Their father was deported, and a year later my parents called cps. The events that followed were back to back situations that are too much. Here is a list of just a few of the things that happened. Before their father was deported my grandmother passed, my brother moved, my best friend passed, I became homeless, my boyfriend turned on me by being abusive, even my physician retired. That is the beginning of what kept me from getting my children back. They don't know anything as far as me telling them, but my family talked a lot of BS instead of helping me, they probably thought I'd die on the streets. That's what it seemed like. There are a lot more of things that I prefer to not share just yet.