Why bother is a good question. Usually when I think that I consult others for comfort. Either that or I daydream of wonderful situations that distract me from my despair. Of how I'll be living in London soon as an accomplished writer with dreadlocks giving cello lessons slightly muscled too. It's all nonsense but it makes me feel good and it distracts me for the time being. Either that or love fantasies. Those help too. Of course, you aren't me. I would just suggest thinking of positive things or consulting those people or things that make you feel like you are worth something. Even if despair is closing in, fight it with all you have.

On an unrelated note, wish me luck you all. Today is school and I have to re-encounter Jenn after those emails. Fuzzybear, my thoughts are with you.