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Originally Posted by sadp8r
NO NaMES BUT IM LOSING TWO DEAR CLOSE PC FRIENDS OF MINE ...AND FEEL HELPLESS....ONE IS ABOUT TO BE HOMELESS AND LIVES IN ANOTHER COUNTRY AND THE OTHER HAS SOMETHING ELSE PHYSICALLY THAT IT WONT BE FAIR FOR ME TO SHARE RIGHT NOW...BUT I CANT ACCEPT IT...I CAN ACCEPT LOSING PEOPLE SINCE MOM PASSED WHEN I WAS 10...I DONT CARE IF I LOSE MATERIAL THINGS FOR THEY CAN BE REPLACED ...BUT MY FRIENDS,MY MOM,MY GRANDMOTHER AND COUSINS ONE WHO TOOK HIS LIFE A COUPLE YEARS AGO...THO GOING THROUGH PERIODS OF DEPRESSION MYSELF I UNDERSTAND WHY HE DID IT ...BUT THEY CANT BE REPLACED..IM TRYING TO BE STRONG FOR BOTH MY PC FRIENDS AND IM SURE THERE ARE SO MANY OTHERS ON PC WHO ARE SUFFERING ...I WISH I CAN TAKE ALL THEIR SUFFERING AND PAIN AWAY AND TAKE IT ON MYSELF SO THEY CAN LIVE LIFE AND BE HAPPY...I NEEDED TO WRITE ABOUT THIS AS ITS BEEN GOING ON THE PAST FEW MONTHS ..IVE TRIED EVERYTHING I CAN TO HELP MY FRIEND ABOUT TO BE HOMELESS BUT IM JUSTB NOT SMART ENOUGH...I CARE FOR BOTH OF THEM AND ALSO ANOTHER PC FRIEND IS GOING THROUGH ALOT ALSO...IF I COULD WRITE TO ALL MEMBERS OF PC AND TRY TO RELIEVE THEIR HURTING IN SOME WAY I WOULD...
ALSO MY hEART GOES OUT TO ALL ON THIS FORUM AND ALL ON PC WHO HAS LOST SOMEONE ONE WAY OR ANOTHER...WHY CANT I ACCEPT IT...? HOW CAN I STOP SOMEONES ILLNESS ? SOMEONE ABOUT TO BE HOMELESS? HOW CAN I HELP MY FRIENDS?.....THANK YOU ALL FOR LETTING ME SHARE THIS ...
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I'm sorry that you are struggling right now. I do understand how you feel. It is hard.