i guess for me, i learned to dissociate to deal with the emotional pain... it was a useful tool at the time i guess...

ive realized now how i need to re-connect, in real life and here at PC with you all... i'm not very good at it tho... i've missed so many of you alls' posts and it must seem like i dont care... but i do...

i hope you all are doing good enuf today, but i lknow some days just arent like that...

sending you all hugs..

((((((everyone))))))))