Do you think it may be some sort of dissociation (i Was going to write it in caps)? Perhaps that is something worth discussing with a therapist or pdoc although if it happens rarely perhaps it is not worth worrying about that much. Feel free to decide this! SEnding many Safe, warm hugs to BOTH you, @Diurnal, your Family, your FriEnds and ALL of your Loved Ones! Keep fighting and keep rocking NO MATTER WHAT HAPPENS, OK?!