Sorry about suggesting you to see a therapist in the other thread, didn't know about that! i am also Sorry you feel this way about yourself. i don't think you're arrogant nor a loser - you're simply someone who's struggling like almost ALL of us here. i can partly relate to what you wrote about anxiety dominating your thougths - i know for sure that it happens to me quite often! Please try to be kinder to yourself as much as possible. SEnding many safe, warm hugs to BOTH you, @Diurnal, your Family, your FriEnds and ALL of your Loved Ones! Keep fighting and keep rocking NO MATTER WHAT HAPPENS, OK?!