Christmas Eve, my grown kids will not be coming this Christmas due to COVID, I caught a chill yesterday and can't shake it, aches and pains, cough, my parents and I cancelled Christmas dinner tomorrow because me and my aunt are sick (only the four of us for dinner) and I'm making dinner, so tomorrow I'll be watching movies on my couch wrapped in warm blankets, and have had a few glasses of whisky because what the f**k? Not going anywhere this evening or tomorrow. Got hypomanic a few days ago and focus is extremely difficult and overall seasonally depressed as I guess many of us are...anyway, will try not to drink tomorrow...try is not a good sign I hope you all have a very happy holiday season!