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The temperature is 50 degrees, I have the heat blasting, and I feel like I'm going to freeze. I have nice, thick brown fingerless wool gloves and I'm wearing them in the house.
I had to do some grocery shopping yesterday and completely forgot that people would be shopping for Christmas. The store was packed, masks are mandatory, but distancing was not a possibility. I was anxious because I have have not left my apartment to go to a public place more than 15 times for the past 8 months. I'll be so relieved to get vaccinated when my turn comes around.
I've decreased my Lamictal dose from 250mg to 200mg and have stopped having suicidal thoughts. I went from struggling with the thoughts, to 2 days later not having them. I'm disturbed by it, in a way. It leaves me wondering how much Lamictal is really helping me.
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