Yeh. Not only am I not going over anyone' house, or getting any presents, there is a terrible storm here. The winds are some of the worst ever and it is just a guessing / hoping game that we will not lose power. Right now it is 60 degrees but by 6 pm it will be 28. Not to mention that you cannot sleep with winds gusts of 70 mph. And my cat is kind of terrified. So then the winds will die down, maybe, but it is going to rain ALL DAY LONG. Hard and heavy. So you won't really be able to get out and do anything.

Work is horrible... almost inhumane. We have been so busy, set a record this year for how much we have done in terms of stats. And it just never ends and no one cares. I am not even in a profit making enterprise - it is just that people aren't busy with one busy area of their work and so they keep looking at us because we are the only thing open.

I went to the doctor yesterday as I am suffering a sore throat that has been going on for a month and somehow I ended up in the covid line. But they never told me. I made an office visit (two weeks ago) and I told them I was there for a chronic sore throat that had been going on over a month. I walked in and it was like I had ebola... they told me to get out with utter panic and didn't tell me where to go. After I finally got directions... they didn't give me a covid test! UNBELIEVABLE. My doctor's advice... err... I don't know. See how it feels in a few weeks. Honestly, I feel like I should challenge the visit with my insurance. The visit was useless. And now I am wondering if this was listed as a "covid" visit because no one asked for a copay.

I am getting so tired of medical people. I had an appointment last week for a dental cleaning and I need to use my insurance benefits for the year and they just canceled on me for no reason. So I made another appointment for Tuesday but it is looking like work is going to make that impossible. The first appointment was perfect for me.. this one isn't. This always happens.. I make an appointment with a medical person and they just change it... then I have to have pressure to do it on a date and time that is difficult for me but great for them.

So that is MY pity party