Merry Christmas everyone!

I’m doing pretty good so far. Much better than yesterday. I slept ok last night but I woke up at 3:30. But I slept from 7:30-3:30. So I got enough sleep. I’ve been sleeping better these last few nights. This morning I bought this light up turtle that when you turn it on the ceiling lights up with stars and it plays music. It’s actually made for kids like under 3 but I had one briefly when I was about 20 but my therapist made me feel bad about it. She said “so it’s a baby toy?” My current therapist would be like “wow thats great!” And she’d be excited about it. She loves when I find coping skills to help me get through the night that aren’t medications. My mom was cool about it too and thought the previous therapist was a jerk for making me feel bad.

My sister is coming up in a few hours. We’ll probably open presents as soon as they get here because my nephews will be so excited. I’m getting a weighted sleep mask, a burrito blanket, and a skateboard from my mom. From my brother I’m getting an indoor basketball hoop you put on the walls. And from my sisters family I think I’m getting a Dicks Sporting Goods gift card. I gave everyone gift cards and my nephews got toys and Santa Pez dispensers. I also got a special kind of treat for my family. My sister got a 1 pound Reese’s, my brother in law got a box of assorted teas, and my brother got a Krampus candy bar.

I’m wearing my Home Alone Christmas sweater today. It says “merry Christmas ya filthy animal.