I am sure that during the days ahead, he will still be able to trigger my anger..... I am working on developing indifference to his abusive behaviors.
He liked a woman's post the other day, for example, a woman that I was very wary of when we were together. I thought they were eyeing each other up and down early on in our relationship, or rather, I thought SHE was eyeing HIM up and down. Now I know better - he was eyeing HER, and she responded to it. So now he's gone and liked one of her posts on Facebook probably just to spite me. I know this about him. It's again, another instance of disrespect... but I am used to this from him now and I want to develop indifference to it - like, oh, there he goes again! Being a disrespectful a-hole. That's who he is.
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"Twenty-five years and my life is still trying to get up that great big hill of hope for a destination"
~4 Non Blondes
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