I am once again wrapped up in my anger towards him, simply based on his texts this morning. It is maddening that he is not listening to a word I've said over the last month, that it continues to be ALL ABOUT HIM, what HE wants, and how HE feels, and I feel he continues to disrespect and disregard ME and MY feelings. He keeps pushing the relationship on me when I've made it 100% clear that it's over and that we're divorcing. What part of "I will never trust you again!" does he NOT understand???? And what part of "This is over!" does he not comprehend??????? What part of "you did the ONE thing that would hurt me the VERY MOST and which would cause me to divorce you" does he not get???????

I am beside myself. I've said it before and I'll say it again - but I am talking to a brick wall and it's completely and utterly EXASPERATING.

And then to have the NERVE to say that out of COURTESY I should see him and talk to him in person????? Where was HIS courtesy towards ME when he decided to cheat?????? And he STILL blames it on my calling the police - so of course, it's a tit for tat situation and I am ultimately at fault for HIS BAD BEHAVIOR!

I am SO angry and annoyed.