i am So Sorry to hear about your struggles! Personally i'd say that such an exercise can prove itself to be fruitful so if you feel like trying it out, go ahead! Of course i'd also suggest other things such as therapy but that must be decided by you. SEnding many Safe, Warm hugs to BOTH you, @Photonate, your Family, your FriEnds and ALL of your Loved Ones! Keep fighting and keep rocking NO MATTER WHAT HAPPENS, OK?!