I’m struggling again. I don’t know what going inpatient would do for me. My mom has all my meds so I am safe. I wish I actually knew what my problem was. I thought I just really missed my therapist. But that doesn’t seem to be the case today. I can’t think of anything that’s going wrong or is wrong. I’m not sure if my surgery just really gave me bad post op depression that is still lasting 3 months later. Not sure that can happen. I have heard anesthesia can sometimes really change a person.

But I’m really really having a hard time right now.