I am so upset and depressed. I had so much to pay and buy so much medicine that now I am broke and it's only the 2nd week of May. After feeling so good in a long time , the dark cloud is coming in soon. I see my pdoc on Wed and I'm going to have to tell them I have no money to pay my bill. It is so embarassing and humiliating. I feel like I'm 1 inch tall. The price of drugs has really gone up and lamictal is going generic so the docs aren't getting samples for that. When I feel this way I just want to crawl in a cave and never come out. Gas is outrageous. What is America coming too. There are so many people out there that are in worse shape than I am in. I cry for them too. Tell me someone how do I handle this crisis and the depression that comes w/it. I really hate myself and I always will./...........pj56........