Thanks so much guys... ((((((purplebutterfly, silversparrow, bchlyn, fuzzybear, darco, sophiaG, christina....)))))))

I have taken a break for a few days and I feel so much better now... It was the guilt and how stupid I was that made me feel like I felt afterwards that I thought I couldnt bare to cope with. I hate that feeling so much it's almost as bad as having your heart broken lol

I cannot thank you enough, it was the comments and support you guys left that made me get through it, all I had to do was look on the bright side and see my success rather than my failure and now Ive picked myself back up on my feet again!

So Im back on track and seeing my new T (finally!) on Wednesday, so I hope he can help, Im looking forward to it.

And again, sorry for the rather graphic post! Wont happen again I promise!!

Lots of love, hugs n kisses, Meg xXx