I emailed my case manager this morning. I told her about taking too many meds Saturday because I was depressed. I told her my mom had control of my meds. I told her I for sure needed to see my Pdoc and my anxiety was so high. I participated a lot in group. I told the group what had been going on. Then my case manager called and I spilled my guts to her about everything and I was honest. She’s putting Pdoc on high alert to call me. Hopefully he does this afternoon. I don’t feel the need to go inpatient. I’m not sure what he’ll think though. But hopefully he can increase at least one of the meds I’m already on. I got into an argument with my mom about stuff afterwards. I swear all she cares about is how long it takes to drive somewhere and money. She doesn’t seem to think of what’s best for me or my brother either. I really don’t like feeling like this.