Kinda confused....

I'm doing a lot better since I posted before Christmas. The voices have all but stopped, the visualisations have pretty much stopped, the paranoia is still here but not so intense, delusuions well I'm still thinking they are trying to poision or kill me but not so intense. Hypersexual is dying down.

I feel a million times better

But why?

Why do I feel better around people? I'm staying at my parents 24th until at least 15th Jan due to being on lockdown. So feeling a bit unsure

Am I gonna feel all of this again when I go back home?