Hi guys. I had a rough day yesterday. Thought about going to the hospital to get stabilized but didn't want to go because of Covid and because I don't want to spend New Years in the Psych ward. Not that I care about New Years, I just don't want to start my year out that way. But my Mom helped me and some friends helped me and I managed to make it through okay. So I feel relieved. HUGS to everyone.