Pdoc just called. He was freaking out that he couldn’t reach me for 4 days because of a wrong number. He said “thank god I’ve reached you.” I told him that I had taken 240 milligrams of Geodon Saturday night. He asked me how I felt after that. He seems to think I’m having panic attacks right before I do things like that. He’s raising my Geodon from 80 at night to a 100. I asked him to do that. Then he said he’s going to switch me to a medium release Xanax and he told me to take 2 a day instead of 1. I never dared to ever ask him for an increase in Xanax before so I’m glad he suggested it. So hopefully things will improve in the next week. I do very well when my Geodon is increased correctly. And he knows without me saying it that I refuse to be on meds that will cause weight gain. It went well but I was on the phone for only 5 minutes. Maybe he can just assess the situation and then he just goes from there. I don’t think he asked me if I was currently suicidal. Although I had told my case manager earlier today I wasn’t. So maybe they are talking. Oh well. He’s odd but he did what I wanted and I did tell him about Saturday.