My doctor is starting me on Topamax to help with the bingeing/purging. So I'm nervous about that, but hopeful. I chose to have my prescription delivered rather than pick it up in the pharmacy so I probably won't be starting it till this weekend or whenever it comes in the mail. I always get freaked out about taking new meds.

My anxiety has been much better. I haven't had a panic attack in 8 days which is major improvement for me as for the past year or so I had been having them almost every day or every other day.

I'm excited about 2021. I have lots of goals and am feeling very inspired to make it a wonderful productive year. I'm not doing much NYE, just staying up, playing my game, eating some brownies I plan on baking. Then on New Years Day I'm getting Chinese takeout. Sweet and sour chicken, pork fried rice, and an egg roll with a Pepsi. I almost always do that each year.

On Friday my last payment will be made towards what I owe my college and then I can re-enroll!! For the fall, which is definitely quite a ways away, but still it will be great to be taking classes again. I'll be doing everything online of course unless things change with covid, but who knows. Anyway, I'm excited!