I'm having a difficult evening. I thought it would be nice to play a game for a while. But I can't get into it. My mood is off. I feel sad, tired and lonely. I wish I had someone to talk to. I tried talking to my sister yesterday, but she never did respond. I asked her today if her phone was okay. She told me she keeps her phone on silent. So that's great! I really needed her yesterday. I don't understand it. If I have my phone on do not disturb, I check it. I feel hurt. Oh well! Can't change it. Can't change people. I just wish I felt better tonight. Maybe I just need to go to sleep.