thank you for writing back. the part of this that's hardest for me is knowing when its wrong or to much or when its ok. like when we go out somewhere to a bar or a car show and i got my arm around her the hole time and don't let no other guys looking at her she likes it. then she thinks it romantic but at the grocery store or the mall she don't like that or if i call her when i get worryed. she don't really get mad when i get nervous and call her but she gets worryed about me and i can tell she gets annoyed.
i love her very very much and i don't want to make her mad or make her feel like i'm smothering her but sometimes i think that she don't know how evil other people can be like how i understand from the stuff that's happened to me. and she's really that only person that ever been good me or shown me any love and i don't want her to be hurt like i was. i just want her to always be safe and happy and not have to understand that kind of pain like i do.