Hi Everyone,

Honestly I wish I weren't here. I'm 29 years old and recently found out my husband doesn't know if he wants to be with me anymore.

His reasons are that he feels a lot of resentment towards me for a period I went through 2 years ago where I wasn't sure I wanted to be with him. I was going through a period of bipolar depression and was in a manic phase where all I cared about was learning French and speaking to people who spoke French. He was going through a depression as well, and he needed me and I wasn't there. I feel tremendous guilt for this, and have apologized countless times, but it just isn't enough.

Yesterday he let me know that he wanted to spend time apart to deal with his emotions and for him to figure out what he wants with our relationship. I honestly don't know how I'm going to cope with this. We have an 18 month old daughter I need to take care of, and I feel like my life is falling apart. He's my best friend and the love of my life. Whenever I'm upset I go to him, and now I feel like I have nobody to turn to.