So Sorry about your situation! You did good by Apologizing and explaining the situation to your ex-FriEnd. Please don't be hard on yourself as you clearly feel Sorry for what happened, and Hopefully she will change her mind. SEnding many safe, warm hugs to BOTH you, @RoxanneToto, your Family, your FriEnds and ALL of your Loved Ones! Keep fighting and keep rocking NO MATTER WHAT HAPPENS, OK?!