Hi!

Hang in there. Reading through your post and I could have written it almost the same. The holiday season plus quarantine has made things so difficult for everyone, I feel for you. I am going through exactly the same right now.

Be kind to you, and focus on self care. Of course there are mixed emotions as this is life changing and final decisions with dire consequences. The best advice I can give you is to concentrate on YOU and be the best version of yourself. The world is going through a glass val crusts and I wish people in crisis would realize that being indoors for 9 months is not normal and not a representation of a relationship. Everyone is struggling, I don't think is a coincidence that you can't even get an appointment with a counselor or a lawyer now because everyone is on the same boat.

I wish my husband would get help for himself. Right now I care about his well being also. I love him and it's so hard. We have a healthy happy family, and he struggles with undiagnosed mental health issues from his job, plus the fact that his new job has completely changed the dynamics of our lives and has swallowed everything.

I'm so sorry for what you are going through. I completely understand. I am also in the "move and everything goes to hell" situation. This has been so hard, it's also hard when the other doesn't love you anymore.

Do you have kids?