Honestly what's helped me get to this point was having my girlfriend move in with me. She never let me give in to those urges. We broke up around a month ago. And it's getting hard to keep fighting. So far I'm staying safe by not buying the stuff I need. But I don't know how long I can keep that up for. It's starting to consume every waking thought once again. I don't want to give in, but it feels like it might be inevitable.